Miles: 14,921

Well yesterday was Monday which means I was half asleep the whole day. I actually woke up until I saw Chiara in the afternoon. After that I was good.

Yesterday in the Org was OK. I got to do an Qual interview to my dad and he was very happy at the end and I got to see him FN so that means a lot to me. Then I helped Julie to do a emeter drill and we had fun. I was bullbaiting her so that's always fun

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Well I saw my love yesterday at her home. I went to fix something on her computer, ok I just wanted to see her and I could do something to her computer, and it was very nice. I just want to see her and look at her and look at her. She is sooo beautiful. Her beauty goes beyond my dreams and beyond all I ever expected. Is like I made my postulate and it came back 10x better. I love you Chiara and I will always love you. There is nothing I'm so sure about. I love her and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Ti Amo Chiara.

Miles: 14,876

Well 500 miles later I can say I had a great weekend. I went to St. Augustine, the oldest city in the whole USA. It was a great trip and Chiara and I had lots of fun. It was a bit rushed since it's a 3hr trip each way but we managed to see the Fountain of Youth, it was cool I guess (I was very hot like I hadn't been in a long time and it was really drenching my energies) Then we went to the Leinghter or something like that museum. That was great. Beautiful things from all over the world and it was quite pleaseant Then we ate at a restaurant named Acapulco and ate flautas, that was very nice. I still think I'm eating too much now a days. Everytime I end eating I feel like I don't want to move or do anything so if a tiger comes out, that's eat I'm dead, lol.

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Well this weekend was very very nice. We were very tired most of the time since the trip was done on a Saturday night and we slept like 5-6 hrs. But it was great having her with me and knowing that she was there to talk or say anything.
I had a great time. We saw all this beautiful things and we had fun. My favorite time is when she and I are in the car and we are coming home because we seem to have the best conversations. Waking up with her though took the cake. It was very nice not to have to go home and go to sleep in my house but just fall asleep in each others arms. Chiara ti amo tanto tanto.

Miles: 14,315

Well yesterday was nice since I went to see my grandma with Chiara. I hadn't seen her for about a month and I know she likes to see us since she's in the house alone most of the day. I'm glad I went to see her.

In the Org one of the longest staff meetings in the world, we ended at 11:45pm which means all my PC will not be sessionable Well I guess I can get on with my O/W write up.

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Well I received the most beautiful letter from my love yesterday. It had little hearts of different colors. I love stuff like that. It makes me feel very much appreciated. And it included a little porcellino, just like me I will see how I can make up for this tonite

What I love the most is that I'm able to talk to Chiara and actually work out what ever there is to talk about. And it the end I always end up loving her more and more. Grzzie mille per tutto Chiara. Ti Amo per sempre e tutta la eternita

Just wanted to write that I love Chiara

Everytime I see her it makes me She's sooooo hot!

Miles: 14,264

Well yesterday was good because I got to see Chiara. Work is getting a little repetitive since I've been working with this project for about 2 years now. Sometimes it can get monotonous.

At the Org it looks like I could audit Julie so I'm really happy. If that is the case I can't wait until I get her through her Objectives and she'll have such great wins. I haven't told her because last time that happened it, it didn't come true and it's obviously a bad thing to be saying yes and when is time it doesn't happen. I also need to write my O/W and I'm a bit lazy about it. I will get them done this week though.

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There is something about her, her as a being that drives me crazy. She is so up tone and in games. I could talk to her for hours and hours doing nothing but talking and talking and I could do that for ever. I love to talk but my favorite one is Her. Mi Bella Donna. Mi Pipistrella. Mi Dea Italiana. The woman of my dreams Chiara. I'm very fortunate to have found her and to have her as my 2D. From this point onward in my life it can only get better and better. She means the world to me. I wouldn't trade her for anything ever. I plan to be with her because she brings the best of me. Chiara ti amo per sempre e tutta la eternita.

Miles: 14,220

Well I didn't go in session but I have ok to do O/W, I'm too lazy to write O/W and then my mom has to read them, che palle!

I also had a redtag like in 3 weeks, sucks so much, I swear I knew it was going to happen. But I realized that this PC is always not sessionable at night so that should handle it.

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I realized that my love is Chiara. That it doesn't matter that it rains or sunshine I will always have her and that to me it means everything. I wrote her a letter yesterday and she liked it, I like to do that kind of stuff. Sometimes I wish I had a little more time to do more of that stuff. I love her with every milligram of theta I have. I will always love her, I want to be with her and hold her in my arms and just stay like that forever until eternity. Ti Amo Chiara.

Due to the fact that tomorrow I can not write my journal in the morning since my work is getting shut off of all electricity until 9:30 I'm writing it now.

Chiara came over today for my lunch time and we had a great talk. I love that woman, I love her dearly. She makes the world spin for me, without her I feel I'm missing 95% of my self. She is the most important person for me. Now all I have to figure out is the $$$ for the ring so I can actually give it to her because there is nothing less than getting married and living happily ever after for us and our children.

Chiara ti amo.


PS, Tonite I should go in session I'll let you all know how it went tomorrow.

Miles: 14,175

Well I did pretty good yesterday. I worked and I went to the Org. I finally got a D of P, I hadn't had one in over 5 years. It was pretty cool.

I got to audit Julie and she is wants more, I wish I could audit her more, but her next step is to do her TR & Objetives Co -Audit.

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I got the most wonderful letter from my amore yesterday. I was so so so so happy, it was the most wonderful and significant letter ever in my history. I'm so in love. I can't hide it. I want to be with her every moment of my life and beyond. I want to marry her and create a beautiful life with our Bridge and our children in Scn. There is nothing I'm more sure about. I love you Chiara and if love is a crime I am the biggest criminal the world has ever seen.

Miles: 14,112

Very productive weekend. I worked both days, a little on Sunday, and it was very nice. Chiara and I got to do a lot of things. We went shopping, swiming, out to dinner, out to get signatures etc. I like all my time with her.

Next weekend we are going to St Augustine, that should be lot's of fun. THere are beautiful museums and things to see over there.

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What do I love more than Chiara? NOTHING! Chiara is the true love of my life. This weekend was very nice we got to relax and do many things. My favorite is when we are together talking about about the future. I can see her as my beautiful wife and when we go out dinner I can tell the people "Hello! This is my wife Chiara. Chiara this are Mr & Mrs Someone." That is so cool! I love her smile and how she laughs.

I wrote to her parents this weekend and we sent them a picture of us. I hope they like it.

Chiara I love you for ever. I loved every moment of this weekend. You make my life complete for now I am truly a happy man.

Miles: 13,918

Ok, so yesterday wasn't my best evening, not the worst but defenitly not the best. I love that Chiara came over to see me for Lunch. It's really nice and she was looking very hot.

At the org it looks like I'm going to write O/W. For some reason I feel like making someone write O/W is like a bad thing. I don't know why, I know you feel better and all but to me it feels weird, I don't know. Oh well, I'll have to see what they'll do about my case first because I can't write O/W per my last understanding. I hope it all gets handled.

Well today is Friday and I'm happy the weekend is here, I can finally see mi Chiquita, mi Pipistrella. I know we will have a great weekend. I still don't know how it's going to work since I think I have to go to the Testing Center on Saturday and Fortis will probably will ask me to work on Sunday. I guess I will have to handle originations again this weekend.

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Yesterday night I was sooo not my self and I just kept talking and talking about my bullshit. This is not ok since it was all case and I was out ruds. I woke up and it's all mostly gone and not much attention on it. I hate when I get like that because I know it's not me and all I need is sleep. So whatever.

Chiara is such a great woman. She brought me cake yesterday and I like ate it all. It was very nice and moist. I like that she comes and visits me. Makes me feel loved since i'm all alone in my office until next week. She's the bestest of the best woman in the world and I love her and she loves me. There is no greater joy I feel than being loved.

Miles: 13,868

Well this last days have been very productive. I work non stop and then go to the Org and produce non stop too. This is cool but sometimes it wares me out. It's still cool.

So we made our reservations at the Hotel where we are going to stay in St Augustine. It should be nice, it looks like a very beautiful place.

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Ok, who's the best? Chiara is the best. She's been very productive and closing cycles this week which are very important cycles to finish. She's sooo good. This shows me that she's strong. I love that in her. She doesn't take no bullshit from no one. She wants something and she puts her mind to it she will do it or die trying. She's so strong. I love that. When I was writting my Ideal Scene in my 2D I basically wrote down who Chiara is. I'm glad I found her.

Ok this is complete and total case so don't put too much attention but sometimes I'm affraid she will find something better to do than me. I know this is all BS in my head, meaning case, but sometimes I do think about that. Like she'll come up to me and be like, Alex I'm going to be doing _________ now. I'll see you later. I just wanted to write it down so it's out of my head. I realized that this only happens when I don't see her as much througout the week and since it's Thursday that means tomorrow I get to see her :D

Ok, with that out of my head. Chiara is my special someone. I just can't get over it. I think about it and I feel very happy. I have found my true love!!!!!!!! This is so great, I just keep thinking of our future and it's so great, we'll be together and love each other. And what is most important is that in the end we are always friends, best friends. I feel very happy to have found my terminal. I realized that sometimes before meeting her I felt this emptyness. I would make others laugh and it would fill the void a little bit. Now that I have her I feel complete. I see her and it reminds me of how lucky I'm, that it's ok to be loved and it's ok to laugh because of someone else is there. I feel that I'm loved and that to me is the greatest feeling in the world. I never thought I would find someone that would trully love me. Chiara you are my everything. My Friend, my terminal, my doctor, my twin (as in courses). You make me feel so special. Grazie mile.

Miles: 13,824

Well it's wednesday. Nothing special this morning.

Yesterday my first PC to complete a major action attested to his Objectives. Made me very happy. It made me happy because I didn't just do some processes. I actually took him up a whole Bridge step.

I killed a roach with a ruber band. That was fun. I was with Julie at the Org and the roach was in the cealing about 4-5 meters away. Then I took a ruber band and started shooting at it. On the third shot I got it and it fell and I squashed it. I felt so James Bond, used something for something else. I know it's silly but it's good.

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Well it's always nice to have that special someone. I've been talking a lot to Chiara. I call her now more on the phone since I don't get to see her as much through out the week. I know it sucks but it's the way it is. She's my best friend and my love. There is nothing I ask more.

Funny thing is that she made a coment about me later on in life might be intrested in someone else because of age or beauty. I believe in her beauty so much that I'm looking foward to be with her every day or every month of every year until we die. I want to be together and I think there is nothing that makes me happier that knowing of all the adventures and wins we will have. For example when we go Clear. When we get to do our first OT level. When we have our First kid. When our kid walks for the first time. When we finish OT VII & VIII. When our children do their first courses. When our children finish their Academy. I'm looking to lover her forever and to continue to create this beautiful friendship and relationship between us for ever.

I love you Chiara.

Miles: 13,780

Well today it's beautiful morning. I was going to my car with the gazillion PTPs and stuff that I have to think about and then in that second I realized that the weather was soooo nice and it was a beautiful day. I should get back to running in the morning. I think I will start next week. Fuck it on Thursday I will run and then I can continue to run next week.

Anyways, VIVA MEXICO!!!!!! Today is Mexico's Independence Day! To me it represents the day we arrived to Clearwater 9 YEARS AGO! WOW! I was 14 young and hairless. Since then a lot of good and bad things has happened and I don't regret none of it. My favorite thing that has happened is that I met the woman of my dreams. That girl that I always asked my self when I was going to meet her. All I really knew were 2 things, that she would be beautiful and I do mean beautiful not just pretty I mean breathtaking turn your head and hang your tonge out beautiful and Scientologist. WOW! I won the lottery. I just realized that the other day. I've been buying lotto tickets and then I realized that I've had my prize for 3 months. The mos wonderful 3 months I've had. I am trully lucky.

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Well yesterday was a very intense day for my love. But if there was someone that could do it, it would be her. Mi Chiquita. Mi Pipistrella. There was a lot of TA action yesterday. I see that not only do I have this Goddess as my woman but trully showing her OT abilities by making things go right. LRH describes an OT as being Cause over Matter Energy Space and Time and Chiara did exactly that. I am trully the luckiest man on Earth. Pipistrella, I love you and I'll always will because not only are you the woman of my dreams but my best friends and all I ever wanted and more. Ti amo x sempre.

Miles: 13,733

Well what a weekend. It was great. Very productive and I got to spend lot's of time with Chiara. On Friday the event was very nice. I saw the Lion and everything. On Saturday we went to eat and then to talke a walk on the beach, very romantic, and then to hyde park. On Sunday we went to the beach and went to the movies and to Dinner. It was our 3 month aniversary, and I loved everybit of it.

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This was a very nice aniversary for me Chiara. I loved that we are so in love and all the things we do together and have fun. The beach was not agony for me but a pleasure. The dinner I've always dreamed of in that restaurant, yeah the movie was not romantic at all but next movie you pick it. Ok? Anyways, I will always love you and I love the fact that you always listen to me and make me feel so much better and happy around you. You are my guardian angel.

Miles: 13,534

Ok, my life is now back to normal. Thank God! JK, it was ok while I did it. I got very productive for this period of time but it really took a toll on me. I'm a bit tired so I'm very glad that I get to have my Saturday night off and my Sunday off. Although it was nice to work at the Org from 3-10 it was very hard for me since at the time I left the office is when I'm like in full production.

I'm happy with what I'm doing and how I'm doing it so I feel really happy. But the only thing that makes this whole thing work is my love. Mi Chiquita. Mi Pipistrella. Mi Dea Italiana. Chiara.

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Yesterday we were talking until 1am and it was great. I love to talk to her/be with her it's the best feeling in the world. She is what makes me continue going on. Mi inspiration towards life and to make this a better world.

Miles: 13,452

Well I feel a lot better today. I realized that I'm very overwhelmed with what I'm doing now in life and I need to get a few things straightened out. In the Org I made my Highest Ever, 6:27 Welldone Auditing Hours. This looked like a very busy week.

I've got pictures of my spoiler that is installed now. Here they are.

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Well I loved talking to Chiara. Although is the phone and not my favorite means of communication but I love talking to her. She's like the first one that I've talked over 20 mins over anything. Even as I kid when my parents were on their OTs and stuff I would just talk for like 5 minutes and then I would be like, Ok, I have to go and play.

She's the best, we talk about anything and we always laugh and stuff. I love everything about her. That's what makes her who she is and for that I lover her. There is something Sexy as hell from her, I think her vibe is just sexy, she's just flowing with it. I know this is a double edged sword since other people see that and sometimes when other people start to see that it makes me a bit jelous. Why? I don't know, it just makes me think, LISTEN BUDDY, GO GET YOUR OWN ITALIAN GODDESS? OK?!?!?! But this will lessen with auditing I guess.

Ti Amo Chiquita

Miles: 13,410

I'm doing good, extremely busy in life. Work and the Org are taking a toll on me. I feel very tired. I think I need to sleep more but I need to also exercise and I don't know how I'm going to do it.

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I saw her yesterday and made me very happy to see her. She's such a great person. She helped me with White Glove, if that's not love I don't know what it is. I think she's great. Yesterday someone got engaged. And it made me think I have to hurry up, I'm taking too long on this. I want to do this, I just can't wait until it's done. I will be the happiest man alive. So I'm shooting for real soon.

Miles:13,321

Calmness... Now I have calmness. For some reason I have been very worried/troubled by something and until yesterday I thought I couldn't take it anymore. Very scary feeling. Hadn't felt it this lifetime at least. But finally it went away, something blew last night at dinner. Now I'm me again and no more worried about something I don't know.

Yesterday was a very productive day, one of the most productive days I've had in a long time. I installed 4 OSs on my computer and got the machine setup. Also I audited 3:23 hrs yesterday at the Org, very nice, I think it's my HE of a day.

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Can it get better than this? I THINK SO! Of course I'm so happy it's not even funny. I get all butterflies in my stomach when I think of Chiara. When I talk to her on the phone I feel like all excited that I'm talking to her. Makes me very happy.

I've started the Gil Ring Fundation, a non profit organiztion with the sole purpose of getting all the funds I want for the special ring. I know what I'm going to get... I think She'll love it. Funny thing is I start to think about the wedding and instead of getting all worried I get all happy and excited that I will get married to the most wonderful woman I know and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Chiara if you are reading this I love you.

Miles: 13,270

Well it's been a long time since I get to write on my Journal. Well I finally ended the whole going to Texas to work thing so I'm back to normal. Mostly I'm glad that I'm back and I can see Chiara again. I was soooo alone in Texas, bored and tired, it was fun but after work with no car sux in America.

Well this weekend was very special. I saw Chiara after a week of not seeing her there was this huge ARC for each other. We just kept hugging and kissing for ever, it was the best. On Saturday we didn't do too much because we had to go to the Testing Center in Ybor Center, it was cool, we helped out and stuff and then we went to the place where we first kissed. It was very romantic. We talked of a couple of hours and it was very nice to talk to her, it's the best.

On Sunday I finally installed my Spoiler and it looks great. I will post pictures as soon as I can. It was a nice project because we did it between my Dad and I, I've always wanted to do that type of stuff on my car with my Dad. It was very special. Then Chiara and I went to the mall to do some shopping and we decided to rent a movie, the Lizzie Maguire Movie, before the movie we had lot's of fun. It was weird at first but it was very nice, then we watched the movie, which was very cute. Afterwards we just cuddled and enjoy being with each other. I can't wait until next weekend where neither of us have to do anything on Saturday evening and all Sunday off :D

I'll will continue posting daily.

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Ah, amore. That's all I can describe my feeling. I'm in love and I can feel it very nicely. There is nothing like having that special one with you and just being hugged or kissed after sometime of not seeing each other. This weekend was very special to me. She made me very happy. The first seconds of seeing her I was overflowing with joy and love. It was a beautiful experience. She's just the most wonderful person I've ever been with.